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[25 Oct 2006|10:20am] |
out of the many things I love and enjoy, I found that often times the thing that makes you the happiest, the thing that beings the most excitement, pleasure and fun, usually is the one thing that hurts the most, causes the most pain and can become the most frustrating thing in your life.
Also I have discovered one thing about people. We all want the same thing. Happiness.
This then must mean that everyone experiences pain and sadness, because like I said in my firs statement, pleasure and sorrow come hand in hand.
Perhaps the only way to live your life in a way that suits you is to ask yourself one question. Is happiness worth it?
If it is worth all the pain and anger that it comes with, if you feel that you would rather live half your life with everything going great, and the other half a total nightmare and say because of how great it was it's worth it... Then you can get through life just fine...
I believe the meaning of life is simply to live. Life is such an amazing thing that it needs no actual purpose...just merely to experience it. When I boils down to what we really are, we really are all the same, just different names, with different likes and dislikes, all raised differently, in different areas that have adapted to different things. We are all people, who love and hate, and feel, and just want our way. Because it would make us happy, but then there comes pain. It all needs to balance. The only really reason or rhyme for everything is simply to balance nature’s equation.
That’s all there is to it.
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[14 Sep 2006|11:18am] |
well... im at school write now....sitting here doing nothing. kinda board.... and im gonna be here till like 6:00. its not that abnormal for this class but im just so tired.... i want a nap...or coffey HmMmMmM
this weekend wont even be that fun, me and kiersten need to do school, she's gonna do some college for about and hour or two and i'll be working on my stupid newspaper project.... it so dumb....
on the brighter side though, i have lost like 20 pound on Nutrisystem :D colucci's gonna be skinny!!!
YAY!
well i gusse i better get back to work and start doing nothing again...
~may your days know no sorrow
!~Christin~Colucci~!
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| the past year in a nut shell |
[17 Aug 2006|06:44pm] |
Well... it seems as though time is just speeding up and slowing down on me. i feel like so much time has passed, but at the same time it went so quick.
i drive now...i went to ozfest and saw SOADS LAST preformance.... it looks like i will be seeing KoRn next month too....
i dont know what is going on with my life... everything is so uncertain and sure.... i feel like everything is just what it is and isnt... and i know that makes no sence but nothing is makeing sence.... everything is going great and falling to shit at the same time....but i suppose thats how i always pictured these years to be.... its very depressing knowing im practicly at my prime... this is the best it gets... and its not that good.but its great....at the same time...
im just really haveing some mental problems... i dont even know what they are... nothing fases me, but it all does. i can be happy one min. and horribly sad the next... and i know for damn sure im not pregnant. i just dont feel right....
welll thats all...
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[04 Apr 2006|11:08pm] |
Goodbye...
im off to ny... with out kiersten it is very sad....
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If i leave this earth tonight, and wake up in place thats new.
Dont be sad, do not cry. for now i will always be with you.
where ever you are, there i will be
walking next you, in everything you see.
so do not be sad, and do not cry.
because now where there is you,
there i will be, by your side...
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[04 Apr 2006|06:50am] |
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live journal: free
Computer:300 dollars
key board and mouse:60 dollars
realizeing that all your friends went to myspace and dont check this stupid thing any more!!!
Shity
going to NY tomorrow. its gonna suck with out kiersten... i miss that damn girl already.
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[24 Mar 2006|06:27am] |
"Time feels like a midnight ride
Finality waits outside,
Weeping in perplexitys' arms
Caressing our smiles inside."
"stupid people do stupid things,
Smart people, out smart eachother.
then themselfs."
-System of a down
wise words comming from my favorite band...
ALso this one.... this one means alot to me.
"You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall,
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared, that love prevails over all."
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| Love... thats what im in... |
[13 Mar 2006|04:49pm] |
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this is just a post because i felt the urge to express my love...
baby, u mean everything to me...i feel that when im not with you, i cant be compleatly happy...u just make me want to be better.... u make me care about things that i normal dont care about... u just make me happy and i want u 2 no that
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[23 Feb 2006|05:30pm] |
Well...life is good...Not a whole lot has been happening lattly...wow that was weird... as soon as i typed that a bird just came by screaching and hit the screen... heh i love that kinda stuff.. any way.. yeah i like it this way... change is fun every so often, but i prefer steadyness....it compliments my randomness...if that makes any sence to anyone. me and kiersten are still great... school is still great, and umm Tv production is still great. constantly harder, constanty more stressful, but still great...
The Demon Lover
"Oh, where have you been, my long, long love,
this seven years and more?"
"Oh, I've come to seek my former vows
Ye granted me before."
"Oh, do not speak of your former vows,
For they will breed sad strife;
Oh, do not speak of your former vows,
For I have become a wife."
He turned him right and round about,,
And the tear blinded his ee:
"I would never have trodden on this ground
If it had not been for thee."
"If I was to leave my husband dear,
And my two babes also,
Oh, what have you to take me to,
If with you I should go?"
"I have seven ships upon the sea---
The eighth brought me to land---
With four-and-twenty bold mariners,
And music on every hand."
She has taken up her two little babes,
Kissed them on cheek and chin:
"Oh, fare ye well, my own two babes,
For I'll never see you again."
She set her foot upon the ship---
No mariners could she behold;
But the sails were of the teffeta,
And the masts of the beaten gold.
She had not sailed a league, a league,
A league but barely three,
When dismal grew his countenance,
And drumlie grew his ee.
They had not sailed a league, a league,
A league but barely three,
Until she espied his cloven foot,
And she wept right bitterly.
"Oh, hold your tongue of your weeping," said he,
"Of your weeping now let me be;
I will show you how the lilies grow
On the banks of Italy."
"Oh, what hills are yon, yon pleasant hills,
That the sun shines sweetly on?"
"Oh, yon are the hills of heaven," he said,,
"Where you will never win."
"Oh, whaten a mountain is yon," she said,
"So dreary with frost and snow?"
"Oh, yon is the mountain of hell," he cried,
"Where you and I will go."
He struck the top-mast with his hand,
The fore-mast with his knee;
And he broke that gallant ship in twain,
And sank her in the sea.
So0o0o, dont make promises you dont intend to keep,
and also dont leave your Husband/wife and babies...
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[14 Jan 2006|09:53am] |
And so the girl went off into her very own bed,
she had her sheet over her and a pillow under her head.
she shut her eyes and let her mind wonder to where it wanted to go.
Unfourtnetly her mind didnt wander off to sleep, her mind said "NO!"
But not to her avail, sleep does not welcom her.
at this moment there is absolutly nothing she wants better.
So now the girl lays there exausted from her doings throughout the day,
she twist and turn rolls over and yearns for sleep to take her away.
Everynight she struggles for this nightly rest
she can find no solution, no way to end this mess.
The only thing that ever does it is when she's in her love's arms
only about two nights a week does this something do the charm.
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[09 Jan 2006|04:46pm] |
well, last night i came out to my mom....
she accepted it.... it went way better then i thought it would... but i know it hurts her.
and a random pic
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[30 Nov 2005|06:43am] |
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hi... its morning... in case u didnt know...
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| aHHH |
[02 Nov 2005|04:49pm] |
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AHH lj changed.. wow..i want to play with it now...
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[05 Sep 2005|07:08pm] |
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Hear YE. Hear YE.
At one point in time Ashley Kiersten Cuccurullo liked Avril Lavigne.
So did Brittany lee wynne, Lauren Carlavaro, and even myself... Christin Ashley Colucci....
This has been an important announcement brought to you by Bubba Inc.
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[22 Aug 2005|06:44pm] |
i gots me a brand new "GEEE TAAAR" (guitar)
i think it "perty"...
( My new guitar... )
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| Behind my chearful eyes |
[17 Jul 2005|08:49pm] |
"Behind My Cheerful eyes"
Although i may portray a life full of bliss
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
i am completely depressed.
jokes, laughter, goofiness. none of it reflected inside,
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
Although i seem well off, and very optimistic
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
i am overwhelmed and ballistic.
i cry, i weep, i bawl. However no one can see it inside,
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
Although it may seem my life with my parents is easy, its hard
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
i am trapped, too sheltered, even scarred
i live a separate life, ones that my parents cant see, within myself.inside,
Inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
Although i have the ability to bring joy and happiness to my peers
inside behind my these cheerful eyes.
as your laughing, inside there are tears
you laugh, i cry, you have a life, not i. i am so different inside
inside, behind my cheerful eyes.
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[17 Jul 2005|07:02pm] |
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im so depressed... it makes me wish i where dead... but there's no reason to be. im being irational. i keep crying... i dont want to cry anymore... dispite my sceaming in trying to get her back... even my ploting on hurting myself, n putting myself in the hospital, is rediculis...i no that she's gonna stay there for 8 days. no matter what... i miss her so much... i love her... why... why do i cry everyday. its just like a normal weekend, that i cant see her( which hasnt happend yet.) (and a week, that i can barly talk to her...) which gets to me... i have to talk to people.. i need ppl... im so sad.... so depressed. i want to die
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